Compatibility in relationships?

Whew! You really have poured out your heart here. Have you expressed these feelings to him ? Try it and if he doesn't listen tell him what you propose to do. You are not a doormat no man has a right to treat a woman that way. My sympathies are with you and your future child. There are lots of help out there for woman like you. You are an Intelligent and confident woman . You will loose your self esteem if you continue on this downward course. Seek help !!!!!!!!